Skinny Love.

I’ve been in and out of a mental health ward twice, and in the process, gained weight.

I’m now 53kg (116lbs). Disgusting.
Time to get back on track. That little voice is coming back telling me not to eat, count my calories, purge, and that I look terrible. Thankyou little voice. 

oh my god I lost 1.5kg/3.3lbs already!

oh the hunger feels so good

1 bowl of cereal

1 small coffee with soy milk

And tonight, 1 serve of pasta with my family.

I think this is okay. I’d prefer less but I need to ease myself back into to stop binges… like the incredible one I had yesterday :/